I'm tired of feeling like I am slogging up a muddy ugly hill. What is the purpose of this exercise? I am angry. I am angry and I don't want to let go because I feel justified and I get tired of doing the 'right' thing.
The other day when I was asked a question by a little girl I told her the answer. I said "Because Mommy says so." Really it was all the answer she needed. She wouldn't understand any other answer even if I gave it to her. She won't understand until she grows up and probably not until she has children of her own.
God does the same thing to us, because we wouldn't understand the answer even if He gave it to us. We won't understand until we grow up and that will be an entirely different life.